A new life..a new beginning..

She had heard people say that the end of one thing is the beginning of another. Who knew that she would get to understand the meaning of these simple words so soon. She was unable to comprehend as to how she had been so lucky, did God love her more than others? Or was it just her perspective? She decided to believe in the latter. 

Her individual perspective defined her personality. Yes, she was an optimist. She believed in "Everything happens for a reason", she trusted God no matter what the situation. She had faith. And God rewarded her optimism by making her meet the one person who can make all her worries vanish..the one person who brushed her past aside like dust...the one person who is her best friend..the one person who strengthens her soul..the one person who can make her believe in love again. He was the person who would guide her to her New life..her New Beginning.

Strange how they both could just click. Strange how both of them could pour out all their emotions in front of each other and strange was how they just fell for each other without even realizing it. Strange love is. But it did happen for them and they were happy, finding solace in each other..finding everything that they've been looking for all their life. He could make her laugh in the middle of the night..he could make her peaceful...he could make her feel protected...he could make her feel like herself again. It was like he had pulled her out of the void, the cocoon she had wrapped around herself..

They are perfect for each other. Fate has bound them together as a single individual. She didn't realize it yet but her life was not just hers alone, it was his and his life was hers. Together they embark upon a journey, which is their new life, their new beginning.. 

Strange how once she thought she was alone but not anymore..

Change.

How could she accept this Change after all this time spent planning a future together with him. How could she just move on? It wasn't easy for her to let go of her dreams without putting up a fight. The dreams that she had spun with him. It wasn't easy for her to become familiar with the fact that he was a liar. It was impossible for her to sleep with the ghost of the promises made in the past haunting her constantly. All that she wondered for months was the ease with which he forgot her. How he had spent hours looking into her eyes and promising her, that they would be together for eternity. Was this the strength of their love? No, this was the weakness of his love. He didn't have the courage to admit his faults. He didn't have the courage to admit that he lied to her. He didn't have the courage to admit that he could never give up his ego. He didn't. And this was the reason she had to separate her ways with him because he never loved her.

Going through the trauma of understanding that the person she loved the most in this world didn't care if she lived or died, who did nothing to calm her down, to assure her of his love when she needed it the most just so his ego stays intact. Knowing for certain that she had lost him forever is the Change that she has to learn to respect and to live with. This is the Change that will make her grow. This is the Change that'll make her embrace life. And this is the Change that'll provide to her the new beginning she's been looking for.

This is the Change that she WILL live with. She WILL move on and she WILL be happy. :)