How could she accept this Change after all this time spent planning a future together with him. How could she just move on? It wasn't easy for her to let go of her dreams without putting up a fight. The dreams that she had spun with him. It wasn't easy for her to become familiar with the fact that he was a liar. It was impossible for her to sleep with the ghost of the promises made in the past haunting her constantly. All that she wondered for months was the ease with which he forgot her. How he had spent hours looking into her eyes and promising her, that they would be together for eternity. Was this the strength of their love? No, this was the weakness of his love. He didn't have the courage to admit his faults. He didn't have the courage to admit that he lied to her. He didn't have the courage to admit that he could never give up his ego. He didn't. And this was the reason she had to separate her ways with him because he never loved her.
Going through the trauma of understanding that the person she loved the most in this world didn't care if she lived or died, who did nothing to calm her down, to assure her of his love when she needed it the most just so his ego stays intact. Knowing for certain that she had lost him forever is the Change that she has to learn to respect and to live with. This is the Change that will make her grow. This is the Change that'll make her embrace life. And this is the Change that'll provide to her the new beginning she's been looking for.
This is the Change that she WILL live with. She WILL move on and she WILL be happy. :)
loved the line ''It was impossible for her to sleep with the ghost of the promises made in the past haunting her constantly..''
ReplyDelete:) Thnx
ReplyDeleteMoving on is life :)
ReplyDeleteI know she will :P I trust her :D
Thank you Aadya for the trust :) ;)
ReplyDeleteTo be honest. She has moved on :D
rancho u hv d ability 2 convrt ny negtv thing in2 a positv 1...realy...u r jus fabulous....lv u yr....
ReplyDeleteGood evening. At the moment. I am in a phase. Its called phrase-phase. Writing in phrases. About the note. So full of positiveness. He changed. She didn't plan for that. No one does. Sad but true. Crippling communication. Due to strange coveting. Can anyone. Really move on? Nothing changes that was going to stay forever. Good evening.
ReplyDeleteThnx Ateendra I did want to make it sound positive :)
ReplyDeleteAs to your question, it is possible to move on. Why do u need to spoil your life for someone who doesn't care? I wouldn't :)
PS: This blog is my first attempt at writing. So dn't be too critical :)
Not critical. Just analyzing. Uh. Nevermind. Good blog.
ReplyDeleteI know. :) Just telling you :)
ReplyDelete@ ateendra ppl do move on dey need 2 coz dats lyf n dats how it needs 2 b................may b 2 get a better 1 waiting for dem......
ReplyDeleterachita di gr8 blog luvd it........
Thnx Ayushi :)
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